now that tests are coming up next week i regret not going to class that often.

also i hate this major. it’s easy in the sense that most of it is basic knowledge. and sometimes i feel like i’m not challenging myself as much as i should. the only reason i’m fearing these upcoming tests is because i do not want to study. not because the subjects are difficult, but due to lack of interest. if they all weren’t so friggin’ boring i would be in class, focused, and taking notes like mad. i’m still note-taking like crazy because it’s a habit, however i have difficulty focusing for two hours on someone telling me how people advertise. or more interesting - statistics! asdfghjkjhgf!

tl;dr i’m unhappy, and i cannot do anything about it.